Originally posted by DudefromaboveDudefromabove.
However i am 100% sure that i want to marry the girl i am with at present
I am a wise man.
It is human to be attracted to more than one person. The test is not whether you feel this attraction on occasions, it is one of loyalty and trust.
I accept that in your mind you are 100% sure that you want to marry your fiance.
However, you crossed a line by verbalising inner desires to this girl. Your motivation can only be insincere. I am therefore 100% confident that if you are behaving this way before the marriage, you should not make the next step. It may be a need to grow up (you are 22 my boy and there is much to experience), or just that you are ready but your fiance is not the one.
When you meet the one, you would never risk what you have in this way, nor tarnish your love (even if you were never found out) in this manner.
Take some time to think. People get seriously hurt by games like this. Real relationships aren't games, and are nothing to do with ego (or lust for that matter!)
🙂
PS does she have nice t*ts?